gone were those days
Sunday, September 30th, 2007Oh darn it!…..I’m so not doing this again, every time i can’t get myself into a good sleep I’m writing in this pathetic blog! OK what’s bothering me this time…well not that I’m ignorant aware of it but I feel so overweight these days…thanks to quitting slowing down in ciggies sports several months ago that I have been running so far away from my ideal weight the wrong way!!!. What the heck man..being overweight has a lot of disadvantages and the worst of…. it makes u SooOOoo single and come to think of it has been about 5 years since I have been in a relationship with a girl :((((…my bad!!!
Talking about relationships….it’s been quite a while now and if stretched a few more years i would have totally forgotten what the feeling of being in love would have been like. I remember back when I was a teenager and looking good…What? Don’t agree?…well back then used to have a lot of admirers from the opposite sex…..screw the overweightness now!….
I think i’m losing the charm that I once had during my growing years as a teenager…I remember i was invited to this friends’ party and had his sister hogging me asking me whether i’m single or not…bla..bla bla…etc.. and when I asked why she’s asking me so many "personal" questions she merely said a friend of hers is interested…whoa i’m so HOT until you don’t even dare to talk to me yourself? well of course la how can you resists this…
hehehehe (photo of my younger bro aged 16)
me mum said my younger bro looked like a carbon copy of me when I was younger and even told people that it was like bringing up a second me or MINI me …watever..except that I feel that my nose is not that FLAT compared to his!…and I don’t have such a pathetic haircut OK?..(my bro is so gonna kill me)…*sigh*..gone were those days
Occasionally i do get anonymous calls from girls…..and somehow i still suspect them to be those coward Thresians( rivals of the St Marians) since i remember attending tennis coaching at the SLTA with a bunch of those students ….gosh nowadays the only calls i get is from my MUM! -__- ……gone were those days
During my college days apart from having a relationship with my first girlfriend(not gonna talk much bout her), i had a girl from the one time methodist church i attended in SA along with her frens come visiting me in my own rented house….oh gosh and they were like 5 years younger than me!!!! and no they didn’t come to have some prayer meeting or evangelism thingy ….when I asked her wassup…she said just here to see you….coz my fren was curious to see you too….wow…i’m so mysterious looking too man back then :P……..gone were those days
and and…When you’re looking so HOT + Mysterious breaking up never felt any better coz it’s just a matter of days when u get another one aka my second girlfriend!….hehehe….gone were those days
*sigh* I’m so depressed nowadays that I feel like quitting my job and go to the gym everyday for one year…hehhehe lest till i weigh 60kg….my ideal weight!!! I totally can’t survive without sports and that’s what I’m not getting due to my long working hours……well it’s getting so late and already i feel like a bitch writing this entry!….Adios!!
