Blog that attitude!

Here it is happening again….I still cannot sleep even in the wee hours of the morning  but this one was worth it because it’s not work related at least…..It was so worth it that I have to stay awake and type this down because wa beh cai  I don’t know what the future  holds and maybe someday I’ll look back and savor this very entry….this very moment.

Well as a matter fact I had stayed up the whole night enjoying the chat and talk I had with this very " Lovely  yet Mysterious " soul (no not a ghost don’t worry it;s not time for a spooky story yet )….I still cannot sleep…..because the effect that got into me is similar to  being  run down by a train….and until now i don’t know what the heck hit me…i’m perhaps lying in the open track of freedom…motionless and yet so confused because for the first time in ages that I finally felt the sensations of missing somebody and it is as if someone has opened up new channels to explore and appreciate life while it still exist ….and I still cannot sleep but to think back of our conversation tonight.

I guess I’m still trying to figure out what hit me……I can’t even remember when did I ever opened up so much to a total stranger but trust me I am some sort of an introverted person and I don;t just open up easily to anyone…one thing i have to do when I still cannot sleep is to salute you while i still can because yes i admit you are great and yes I know you know it ;P…. You and I spoke of many things but still the honesty is just too much and I have never felt so connected but yet confused at the same time until i don;t even have a clue to what I’m trying say last night.

In our sleep I hope we still wake up to remember where we left the bits and pieces of the conversation but even if you don’t and to hell with what effect alcohol has to humans…. It was one hell of a night and definitely a start of a crazy relationship/friendship/kinship/missed the ship????hahahaha and I don’t care where it will lead to because I will never know……..unless you tell me so…..because right now something in me still cannot Sleep….cheem…..ahhahahahha wtf!

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