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Tonight I wanna cry………….
Dear I feel your pain tonight and I don’t know why you choose to share it with me where as you have tons of caring people near and around you ……I’m just a mystery to you and yet I’m feeling it from far away but I’m glad that you trusted me this much to see your tears trickling down from your beautiful eyes….never expected  love can hurt a person so much ….brings me back to those days where my heart was torn apart like it never mattered to the one person that matters to you the most….Hence….
Tonight I wanna cry…………..
I guess one of the worst characteristics a lover can have is to be ignorant….but believe me dear you do not deserve to be ignored even for one second of your life….but as they say distance makes the heart grow fonder….. and so is mine genuinely each day….finding a way to go home…..someday….I don’t know why it has always been this way for me to feel for the one from far rather than some one who is near…..but faith is the only thing that will keep me going on…….Hence
Tonight I wanna cry……………
So that I can walk the next day facing daily challenges and knowing that you will always be there brings a relief even to the toughest problems ….I thought i had wings but I guess I am just a simple human being trying to understand what love is all about…..to be honest I do know what the greatest love is like but that’s between Man and God…..yet I do not know why love between humans can be very complicated at times……guess I’m still on the learning curve of it……it would be a lie to say that i totally understand it…Hence
Tonight I wanna cry……………
Because I suddenly feel like running away……further away….to the open path of freedom and passion…I don’t know why I am feeling this suddenly…this instance that perhaps…….I have been deliberately told to face my nightmare all over again…….but i do hope that how we connect will never be disconnected in any way…..it will never be fair ……..for me and neither will it do to you……beacause to hell with my pride….
Tonight I just wanna cry…………..My HEART out for you!……cheem….. just the way u loved it…..

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